Kim Kardashian West bares all on the tenth anniversary issue of C magazine and the reality star, who is now pregnant with her second child with husband Kanye West, opens up about her first pregnancy and how the criticism changed her.
"It was the worst," the 'Keeping Up With the Kardashians' star reveals. "I couldn't help it, and everyone would say, 'She can't stop eating.' I delivered at 180, and they were like, 'She's 210 pounds. She's getting dumped because she's too fat' and all these ridiculous stories."
"It really took a toll after the fact, when I was losing weight," adds the 33-year-old. "I gained 50 pounds, and it's tough to get it off. I was dedicated, but also, it changed the way I viewed wanting my picture taken. Before I was always smiling, and so into being out and about. After I had the baby, I was like, these are the same people that made fun of me, and posted the stories that were so awful, calling me fat for something I couldn't control. I don't want to smile for them."
"Even if I was more confident, I just didn't feel like being that girl who was going to be smiling for every photo," she tells the publication. "It changed my mood; it changed who I was; it changed my personality a lot." It also changed her priorities and made her realize what is most important. "If I'm working on an individual project, like my fragrance, I will only work on it if I'm 100 percent passionate about it, because that takes me away from my family," she says. "I base my whole schedule around my daughter [North West] and my husband — that's how life is now."
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